Sitting in my chair,  My life Is bland. The mental breakdown is near Then I saw the face of my son. Pillow between us for years, For once, she doesn't think about my needs But I should think about hers, As she's the one who every month b leeds. And I'm an husband, A man should be strong and shall not cry, Though I'm not planning to as my eyes went dry. Once there was love  When she used to call me dear, But now there is no trust, Only an agreement and fear, What will happen to them? So we are just left with blame. For me weekends were good But now those are unbearable, As she is always rude. Mon-Fri is also no good. I don’t blame her for anything though. Yes, she blames me, And in anger, I call her hoe. But not from my heart, As believe it or not I still love her. That’s why we are not apart.  Does she love me? Maybe, as she also bearing me. But I really don’t know. Once we both had dreams, I wanted a post of power, She wanted to become an actress These days we only bri

Begging To God

I lived the life of a beggar,

Begging God to make my life better.

Hoping to achieve greater.

But never I knew

God won’t help me

That’s brutal but true.

Never in life had I lived

What I thought in my dreams. 

So I begged more, to God,

And screamed.

Screaming and blaming him for everything.

Then I thought there is no God,

He is a joke. 

But then I corrected myself,

As if he really is real, 

Then by my words, he may get provoked.

So I feared God, never loved him,

And in turn, he never fulfilled my dreams. 

Everything was a vicious cycle,

And life was hell.

This whole reality itself became my jail!

So I will suggest you don’t beg, 

To the God who is deaf.

But work hard and find your way out.

And create a life yourself, to be proud.

Beggars don’t become great

They live in illusions 

They use their illusions as lude.

So start a life of hope,

But never hope it to be true,

Have a life of greatness, 

And live a life which lives only a few.



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